4am

I have been trying to pick a song to end this year.. but somehow..

I had so much trouble this year..

I feel sometimes.. a big part of me - like my taste in music, I cant seem to fully move on..

I miss bands like Our Lady Peace..

They carried me through some really confusing, emo teenage years..

Lol :)

Back then, songs like these were the "IT" songs.. and now..

I guess times have changed..

Oh well, I guess for one day in the whole year, I'll allow myself to reminisce bout the good ol' days..

I'll admit that I do miss it..

I do miss school, college, church, camps, the friends, my life then and all those I've lost touch with..

I miss the secret late night conversations, and the curfews, the "talks", the sneaking around, and all the times we got caught..

Tonight

I'll admit, I miss being young and wild and free..

Tomorrow..

I'll grow up